happy thanksgiving everyone!

i am aware that it is not my place
to complain after having such a wonderful day
and being so fortunate to have the things i have
and know the people i know
and have the opportunities to breathe clean air,
eat good food and go to university

but

(yes, there seems to always be a but)

i have been stuck in something bizarre
like quick-sand,
something beautiful like
the rising smoke from a cancer stick
( although we all know cancer is not beautiful )
and something creatively awkward .

all i know is that it is
not a healthy place to be
and i hope that you will all
( meaning near no one at all )
hope hope hope with me
that i can make it out of this.

see you on the other side.

♥